what matters as a mom.

Sometimes I just want to throw my hands in the air and simply say enough.

Moms don't need to be judged. Ranked. Ordered. Categorized.

I think moms just need to be embraced.

No matter what the story.

Sometimes we look at motherhood at we try to define it based on externals. She's a stay at home mom. She works. She only feeds organic foods. She homeschools. She does this or that or this or that or this or that and start the again cycle and repeat.

Let me tell you - honestly, those things don't define motherhood.

Motherhood isn't about all the crazy things that we could be doing. Motherhood really is defined by what we are already doing. Sometimes it is throwing on our boots and going out in the cold and playing with our kids in the snow even when we have a million and five other things we could be doing. Sometimes it is about tucking our kids into bed at night, whispering prayers with them, and staying up late working so that we can pay the bills. Sometimes it is about being grateful for the food in the pantry, being okay with serving the applesauce, and simply doing the best we can do.

Motherhood is full of moments.

Little thing matter moments.

And these moments are those moments that cannot be ranked. They are the moments that each of us has in our every day normal. You have them. Right now. You have them when you wake, in the middle of the day, in the crazy chaotic times at dinner, and the peaceful evening simple moments.

Those moments are not dependent upon the external factors that sometimes we like to judge each other with. And sometimes that judging isn't even intentional - it's a judging we do ourselves and on ourselves. We'll scroll through facebook or pinterest and wonder why our homes don't look like theirs. Or we'll see the crafts, the projects, the cool glow in the dark things that we can make with thirty-two easy and not supposed to be messy steps, and we'll look at our stuff that we've done and we'll lose the power in it. 

There's no grading system for motherhood.

There's no higher level for completing 14 awesome craft projects with glitter by three in the afternoon. Or making meals that look like faces and sculptures so our kids will eat them (cutting bread into triangles is a cool enough feat sometimes). There's no reward structure set for moms that states that we need to compete against each other to achieve this ultimate hypothetical motherhood perfection ideal.

It's so enough.

You right now really are doing what you need to do. You wake up, you love your kids, you take care of your kids, you try to make today better than the next, you switch that laundry and fold those socks, you make the meals, you drive to classes and you give of yourself. Sometimes it's a giving in a life that is so far from perfect that it makes you want to throw your hands in the air and yell it's not fair. Sometimes it's simply a life that is simple and normal and peaceful and you wonder if this is all there is. And sometimes you are content, bored, tired, eager, joyful, and simply thankful - even if the room that you cleaned at nine am is a mess at nine fifteen am.



Motherhood is a rich collection of different stories from many different people. It's a beautiful tapestry of moms that work, moms that stay at home, moms that vaccinate, moms that don't vaccinate, moms that are single, moms that are married, moms that are divorced, moms that eat only organic, moms that love the convenience of boxed food, moms that are grateful to simply have food, moms with babies, moms with toddlers, moms with middle schoolers, moms with highschoolers, moms with kids that are gone, moms who homeschool, moms who send their kid to private school, moms who send their kids to public school, moms who simply need a friend, and well, we're all just moms.

The external variables don't define mom.

Let's stop comparing the differences all the time and begin to embrace each other for what we do. You need to do that. I need to do this. And on and on and on for each mom - unique. You need to be proud of who you are - right now. You are a mother who is doing awesome things in the midst of sometimes simple things. Or hard things. Or normal. Or so on.

Listen. For real.

Cutting snowflakes matters. Making pizza matters. Finding missing socks matters. Taking temperatures matters. Listening to stories matters. Writing notes matters. Driving to classes matter. Folding clothes matters. Counting to ten again and again matters. Laughing matters. Rocking babies in rocking chairs matters. All of that normal everyday motherhood stuff matters.



We all do that stuff. We all have moments with our kids where we just want to run around the house and yell and scream and throw our hands in the air and say enough. We have those moments sitting in the bathroom on the floor and we're holding a sick four year old. We have the beautiful moments of loving on our kids and watching them late at night and just being so grateful that we're a mom.

You want to read something powerful? On my facebook page I asked you all to describe motherhood in one word. And this is what you all said. These are the words that defines moms. They're your words and not mine - they're the words from your hearts. They're a beautiful tribute to the multi layers of moms.

Everything. Rewarding. Forever. Challenging. Blessed. Will. Hard. Adventure. Humbling. Adventure. Marathon. Grace. messy. Growth. Complicated. Sacred. Unconditional. Heaven. Breathtaking. Hilarious. Selfless. Chaos. Journey. Intense. Joy. Referee (that one makes me smile). Constant. Difficult. Gift. Balance. Wonderful. Inspiring. Complex. Love. Adornment. Patience. Exhilarating. Gift. Meditation. Endless. relentless. Fulfillment. Learning. Evolving. Unconditional. Emotional. Beautiful. Indescribable. Repetitive. Reward. Remarkable. Eye-Opening. Ministry. Natural. Pilgrimage. Lessons. Margin. Magical. Exhausting. Restorative. Journey.

(to add yours click here -> Finding Joy Facebook Page Describe Motherhood in One Word )

Bottom line? You are not alone.

You're a mom that is real. Enough. All of the above. Read those words from your fellow mothers. Mothers in the trenches. Mothers running victory laps. Mothers who love their kids who keep on trying. Real mothers. Just like you.

Right now. Today.

That's what matters.

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13 Mom Truths

1. Your house is not a reflection of your parenting skills. You know what I'm talking about. It's 2:28 in the afternoon and there's a knock on your door and your house isn't perfect. Open the door. Welcome your friend in. Don't apologize for whatever it looks like in your home. Show them you're real. And remember your house isn't a reflection of your parenting skills. It's just a house - big, small, neat, cluttered, tidy, organized, whatever - that doesn't matter. What matters is you - mothering, teaching, and loving your kids.

2. Sometimes you just need to read the same book over and over again. Or teach the same truth over and over again. Or deal with the same discipline issue. Or wash the dishes (ha) again. Parenting involves a great deal of repetition. And sometimes the repetition is needed. For instance? The book reading? Kids need to hear the same one again - they recognize the nuances in the story and it's how the learn. And you? You can add that book to your books known by memory. And discipline stuff? Well it takes work. Don't give up. Just keep going.

3. Melt downs in the store happen. Just the other day while I was at Target I observed the pinnacle of child meltdowns happen. Screaming, tantrum throwing, and the whole shebang wrapped up in what appeared to be a spitfire of a four year old. And the mom? Gritting her teeth, moving calmly, putting the massive cart away, and buckling the child in. All I could think was you go mom - keep your head high. You all know they happen, guys. When they do, don't judge. Encourage.

4. You will be tired. Want me to explain this one? Probably not. Grab your coffee or chai tea or energy drink or green drink or whatever you need and rock on mom. You can do this.

5. Some days will be tedious. Other days normal. Other days challenging. Other days amazing. Motherhood is like a rollercoaster rides of days. And often those feelings can happen in the midst of the normal day. You may start out feeling like you're the queen of motherhood only to have the rug pulled out from underneath you at 8:34 am and you're ready to call in back up. Just like your house doesn't define you your days don't define. It's the constant movement that matters. And loving your kids.

6. Kids get sick. This. Especially for you new moms out there. Our kids get sick. It just happens and when it does we just deal with it. I'm still telling you though - it's an art to deal with a vomiting no aim two year old. Or to stay up all night with one with an ear ache. Or to sit in a doctor's office and fight for diagnosis. Kids get sick. Not the fun part of parenting.

7. Less things equals less stress. The more you have the more you have to manage. The busier you are the more you will feel like you are racing around running on empty. Clearing out the clutter is one of the best things to do - constantly get rid of stuff. And it teaches our kids to not get sucked into the more is better conundrum of life.

8. You'll make mistakes. Like me. I published this post originally without a number eight (that's what I get for not checking the order). But you know what? Mistakes happen. They don't define us. We can learn from them, move on, and work to do better next time. Perfection doesn't happen. Real does. :)

9. Laundry will never be done. Yeah. It will be on the list, but as we all know the 18 seconds of not having a piece of dirty clothes in the laundry basket is short lived. Put laundry on the breathing list - the things to do that are just a normal needed part of life. And celebrate those 18 seconds when the laundry is done. That's good too.

10. Get down on their level. Look them in the eye when they talk to you. Learn to love what they love. It's easy in this fast pace tweet it instagram it facebook it racing world to lose the art of looking and communicating with those we love directly. Intentionally cultivate moments in your life where the social noise is quiet so that you and your kids can have space within the busy.

11. Sippy cups leak. Toys break. Those things don't matter. Those things in life aren't what you're going to remember at the end of your days. I think I remember a couple of my toys from childhood - my Mr. Owl Math Fact Calculator, a Barbie that had on a glitzy gold outfit, a lego set, and a keyboard. You know what I do remember? Going to the lake and fishing with my parents. Seeing the Ice Palace on a cold Minnesota winter morning. Playing Skipbo with my family. Riding bikes. Racing in the backyard. Simple little things.

12. Don't worry about savoring every single moment. Give yourself grace, really. Going back to the kids being sick point - there are simply times in life where the little moments aren't really the best. Don't stress about that. Instead be grateful for the moments tucked within the normal. So often we don't realy expect them - they're the you're the best mom moments after you cut the pbj into triangles and get them a glass of milk. Moments matter, but not all moments need to be savored. Make it a habit to record the good so that you can remember.

13. There is no supermom. There is only the real mom. And the real mom is brace, tenacious, funny, crazy, excited, tired, giving, crying, hoping, loving, challenging, working, worn out, loving life, loving those kids, and amazing. Real moms are amazing. Normal moms are amazing. You, the mom who loves and gives and cares for her kids, are fabulous simply because you are mom. Remember, just like I'm writing about in my book - being a mom is enough.

Thirteen Mom Truths. What would you add?

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Real Mom. Superhero in Disguise.

It's not even eight in the morning and the craziness has begun.

He called me a bully.

Everyone is too loud.

I don't want to wear that shirt.

Leave me alone.

Can I play the ipod right now? (when the rule forever has been no media until 2:30)

I'm hungry but I don't want that cereal. 

He's looking at me. (yes, for real)

Then there's the kitchen. Dishes waiting to be put away that were supposed to be put away last night and a counter with mail on it waiting to be sorted next to apples with two bites out of them. Or the laundry or vacuuming or the still waiting summer clothes to be sorted and stored and the large oversized Rubbermaid tubs from Target with winter clothes still waiting to make their way upstairs or there's that list that is just full of things that were on the list to complete yesterday.

Then there is the holidays. So that adds just a bit of pressure. Let me take that back - it adds pressure.  I have heard but they have their tree already at least twice an hour for the last three days.  I look at my purchasing of gifts for this year and I humbly realize that I have not purchased even one. (Want to know what I think about Christmas? Read 25 Things I Want My Kids to Know.) 

It can make me wish for three cups of coffee by 8:30 in the morning.  Sometimes I wish I was like Mrs. Incredible from The Incredibles - with the ability to sit at the table at hold a conversation and keep everything under control and smile at those little kids of hers who are racing around the table. But, well, truthfully, I'm not. I'm often wishing for Starbucks to deliver and that I had crazy patience, but I'm really wondering how in the world I'm going to make it to 8:45 am. 

I don't really want to be the mom that is overwhelmed or tired by nine.

But, it's easy to let that happen or to feel that way. 

I know you probably feel this way too - you're looking at your life and wondering why caked on macaroni and cheese in a bowl that should have been rinsed yesterday but now is sitting on your counter waiting for you makes you so frustrated. Or why every single time they go outside they have to dump out the bucket of gloves and that there never seems to be a matching pair. I mean, seriously, that wasn't in the What to Expect When You're Expecting Books. I don't think anyone ever told me that sometimes there would be days where every single member of the family woke up on the wrong side of the bed. And let me tell you - that's a talent - because almost everyone's beds are against the walls. I don't think they told me that children can fight over the silliest little things and that you will spend your time trying to decide what is fair or whose turn it is or trying to decide if someone really looked at the other one and gave a mean look. 

Motherhood is often this treading water, dealing with throw up (or trying to avoid it with massive handwashing and hand sanitizer scrubs for all of winter), negotiating over whose turn it is to use the ipod, rushing out late to work or soccer or where ever, days full of the same old thing. It's full of days of answering questions, sweeping the floor again and again and again, racing through Target for just a few things and getting to the back of the store with a full cart and the potty training child all of a sudden who needs to use the bathroom immediately.  It's full of helping with homework and wondering why in the world those math facts aren't sticking in your 9 year old's head,  working hard for your kids at home or at work or volunteering, and all sorts of crazy normal motherhood things. 

It's also normal to sit in the living room and wonder what in the world am I doing right now and why is the three year old out negotiating me with regards to tshirt choice? 

Moms aren't made to be superheroes. 

Moms are real.

And honestly, being real might be the coolest and most powerful superhero there can ever be. 

Moms are like superheroes in disguise.

Think about this: 

You have the ability to negotiate and deal with two children who have both decided that they are right and you come up with a solution that would make Solomon jealous. You can get kids into the van, strap them in, and still make it to class only three minutes late. Or early on good days. You know exactly how to wipe faces, wipe counters, and wipe down tables that have remnants of spilled milk and hot chocolate spilled there from kids who just weren't neat. Or who were arguing because their sibling was sitting a little bit too close and that led to bumping of each other which led to hot chocolate on the table.

You can look through a basket full of laundry and immediately find the clothes that are needed after your ten year old has informed you that those clothes aren't anywhere to be found. You can handle multiple questions, negotiations over bedtime, laundry timers beeping, laundry piles that block the doorway, knocks at the door, emails overflowing, paper and homework stacks, answers to why, why not, it's not fair, how come, when, and I don't want to. 

And you don't just do this once. You do this, you handle this, you deal with this every single day.

You may feel overwhelmed, tired, or that you can't do this. But the truth is - you are strong. You are amazing, powerful, a warrior of a woman, in the every day normal.

I know, us mothers have had to do this forever, this motherhood thing. But, just because we have had to do this doesn't mean that it's easy or not to be celebrated. Do you know why? Because for you and me and the mom next door and the mom ordering the triple espresso in Starbucks and the mom in Target with the kids throwing a tantrum on the floor or the the mom who doesn't have Christmas presents yet and doesn't know how she's going to get them or the mom whoever - well, for all of us, even though motherhood has always been around for us it's new.

Motherhood is a new journey for every single mom.

You and I and all of us have had to learn how to be brave, how to fight, how to deal with kids who grab cereal with the cover open and spill it everywhere, how to stand up for ourselves, how to negotiate, how to manage a home, how to not compare and just live,  how to deal with the same question which has the same answer a million times infinity times a day, and all of that.

You've had to learn it all. One day, one step, one morning, one negotiating afternoon, one moment after a time. You've had to learn how to mother in a world of expectations, should have's, could be doings, facebook status updates, and sometimes a celebration of perfection when honestly we need to just celebrate being real.

You are a superhero called a mom.

You maybe feel like you can't handle all of this. But, you can. You'll pull up the bootstraps of motherhood and you'll keep going. And you will not be perfect. But, you will be the best you that you can be. And that you, that mother, will make mistakes, but will give yourself grace, and will learn and move on and fight for your kids.

So today, today when you say no yelling or go to your room or look at a kitchen that was clean 15 minutes ago that now looks like you never clean and all of that remember that you are doing amazing things. You are the one who at the end of your days can look at those little people who are now adults and you will remember how did it and you will see that you were amazing. 

Breathe. Breathe deep. Step back. See all you do everyday. 

You are awesome. 

For real. You superhero called mom in disguise.
(and if any of you has the magic answer for the keeping of things fair let me know....)

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Looking for a calendar for 2014? I've put together a calendar that celebrates motherhood, the bravery within, and the awesome simplicity in the everyday. It's full of images from my site along with some of the most requested phrases and quotes - being a mom is enough, brave mother, and little things matter. #momsrule

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25 Things I Want My Kids to Know About Christmas.

My facebook stream is littered with posts about the Black Friday craziness. There are youtube videos of people fighting over $2 toasters and people punching people and crazy lines and just this overall crazy entitlement to stuff. I don't mind deals, shopping, and having fun. I've gone shopping on Black Friday before and I love the deals. I don't love the pushing, shoving, and waiting forever for my Caramel Macchiato at Starbucks (it's always Starbucks, right?) But, truth is, it's just stuff.

Stuff that we're going to have to put in our homes and deal with and manage and garage sale and complain about and purge and clean and dust and take care of as the days pass.

So it got me thinking - what do I want my kids to really know about Christmas?  And because I started thinking that led to me making a list for my kids. Which I'm sharing with you today.

So here are my 25 Things.

1. In our house, Christmas is about Jesus. That first. The rest follows.
2. The stuff goes away. Relationships do not.
3. Always smile and at least thank the Bell Ringer at the store. Do not look away. Gather change beforehand to give.
4. Take time to slow down and appreciate the little things. #littlethingsmatter

5. Always say "thank you" to those working at the stores. And look them in the eye. And smile.
6. A handwritten note is always worth the effort.
7. Family matters. Take time to learn about family. To invest in family. To love.
8. Better to be less busy than to be crazy busy
9. The number of presents received does not matter.

10. Baking makes a mess. It also makes memories.
11. It's okay if the bottom of the tree is full of ornaments. Someday it will look perfect.
12. Christmas music should only be played after Thanksgiving until New Year's Day. (haha - my own silly rule.)
13. Traditions matter. Establish them. But always allow room for new traditions.
14. Even if life isn't perfect there still can be beautiful and joyful moments.

15. Give to others first. And giving back isn't just a December thing - make it a year long thing.
16. Sometimes the Christmas tree falls over. Fact. Just pick it up and try again.
17. Smile. Smile. Smile. And give others grace.
18. Cultivate and celebrate the spirit of wonder in little kids.
19. If other kids believe in Santa Claus and you don't - don't ruin it for them.
20. Always buy your wrapping paper after Christmas when it's 70% off at Target.

21. You won't get everything you want. Be grateful for what you are blessed to receive.
22. Write a Christmas list. Save your list. Someday you'll enjoy looking back at them.
23. Take time to listen to others and to learn their stories. So really, just slow down.
24. You can say "Merry Christmas" to others even if they just say "Happy Holidays" to you.
25. Be grateful. Be thankful. Love your family. And remember why you celebrate Christmas.

It's not about stuff. When we lose focus then this Christmas season has the potential to become this crazy hectic want to pull our hair out month where we breathe the sigh of relief that it is January. And you know what else? Remember number fourteen - even if life isn't perfect or what you expect or all of that - there can still be good and joy. It's the little things. Look for the joy, the good, the wonder, and all of that first.

What's on your list?

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the gratitude challenge. #littlethingsmatter

The little things matter.

Today, today on this week of Thanksgiving I am choosing to see the little things, the joy moments tucked in a life of busy. We talk about adopting it,  sweet moms, in the midst of our days - this finding joy posture of life. Yet, so often it's easy to live life on hold - waiting until this fixes or we have things the way we want them or until tomorrow - to let ourselves really live. I know, I've done it. I've lived on holding waiting for things to get a certain way and then missing out on the simple, beautiful, little things gifts found in today.

Let's not live on hold. 

Let's live today in the midst of crazy, normal, hard, beautiful, challenging, crazy, sad, ordinary days. And in that process of finding joy I challenge you to connect those joy moments with gratitude moments. It's really a matter of perspective. So today, today, we're about perspective. It's about slowing down in the middle of a season that has the potential to make us crazy with busy and us pausing to be thankful and grateful. It's a gratitude challenge.

This is my list of gratitude. 

I am grateful for little boys who wake in the morning, just a bit too early, who come to find me sleeping, ask if I'm awake, and tell me that they love me. And for daughters who love to cook and play games and watch silly reality television shows with their mother. And for moments around the table where we all just laugh and smile. And for the silly faces they sometimes make.

I am grateful for a family that loves me in the midst of the busy, who supports my book and speaking writing ventures, who cheers for me when I travel and cheers for me when I return, and who does the quick mom is coming home in thirty minutes let's straighten the living room clean. I am just so thankful for an amazing family.

I am crazy grateful for the abundance of gluten free food. Let me write that again. I am thankful for the abundance and always lowering of prices gluten free food. All of this gluten free food is a blessing and makes life normal for my sweet Samuel. And with that I am humbled to be a voice in this world for gluten free/Celiac Disease awareness. What a blessing to share that life can be beautiful and to bring a message of hope.

I am unbelievably grateful for dear friends, amazing business partners, and a team of people who believe in me and encourage me in this writing, speaking, and book publishing journey. I know, without a doubt, that their investing in me truly has blessed this process and helped in grow in unbelievable ways.  Friends matter greatly and I have amazing friends. Life is a grand adventure for sure.

I am grateful for the freedom to write, the internet, the time and space to write, and most of all the community of mothers that has developed in the process. Each email, comment, tweet, like, and all of that blesses me. But more than that, to see a group of women rise up and say I am enough is a beautiful blessing in the midst. I love the interaction on the Finding Joy facebook page - how it is a page, a place that is full of mothers who know there is no perfect, only real, and support each other and love others for their bravery.

I am grateful for the opportunity to travel to Haiti this past year. Traveling there shook my perspective, opened my eyes to real joy, and changed my life. I am thankful for the women that I was blessed to work side by side with and how they taught me to truly appreciate the little things in life. I mean look at that little face - he was thankful for so much that I had forgotten to see - I will simply never see the world through the same lens.

I am grateful for the little things - the sun that shines in the window in the morning and dances on the floor in my living room, the John Deere blanket that Samuel carries around with him, the red cups at Starbucks, the box of crayons that sits on my table every single day, listening to sweet stories from my six year old, the ipod with the Oregon Trail on it, my favorite black boots that will need to be replaced, warm gloves, coffee in the morning, and the gift found in normal. I am grateful for today. And in that, want to live today with joy.

Little things matter.

In the midst of the busy, my challenge for you, right now, is to stop, and to write down your gratitude things, perhaps ten little things that matter or ten amazing big things, down. It's easy to race through the day seeing everything we should be doing or could have been doing or forgot to do or need to do and to miss all the amazing things that we've done.

Don't miss the beauty, the joy, tucked into the crevices of life. It's the head on the shoulder moments, the I love you's that are whispered, the notes from a friend, the smiles in the store, and the moments where you just keep on trying, loving, giving, fighting, and still seeking joy, good, and beauty.

Ten things. Write them down. Share them with me. With your friends. Challenge them to do the same. Spread gratitude.

You can do it.

#littlethingsmatter

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